Getting Real
I’m leaving Canada in a few days. It all seems to have gone so fast, but at the same time its seems like it’s been ages. I know that doesn’t seem to make sense but it does to me. I’ve learned so much, changed so much (I hope for the better). Its funny how important enviroment is. I’ve been out of my usual environment for longer than ever before. And things get blury so I’m so thankful i have clear concrete goals to go home to. Because all of a sudden there are so many options in front of me, so many questions.
I guess its easier to be somewhere where everybody relates to and supports you and stay committed, and quite a different story otherwise.
At the end of the day, there is one real reason why I want to stick with this life. And that is… no matter how many other roads there could be or paths that I could take, I’m drawn to this path. I’ve gone so far down this way now and I’m not going back just because I can’t see what’s ahead, just because its unusual, just because sometimes I don’t feel I can take one more step. I believe the really great people are the people that can work without recognition. It is so much more meaningful when something comes straight from the heart and it’s not for fame, money, position, or praise, but rather for love, because they love what they are doing.
That kind of greatness is my goal. I have great days and bad days just like everyone else. But deep down I know… its love that’s keeping me going!
I have a question too. “What keeps you doing what your doing? (whatever it may be) What is the motivating factor in your life, the main goal and purpose?” Be great to hear some replies!