Letting go

Losing control was one of those things I avoided assiduously in life; every day was planned and maximized, every move calculated and organized. For 7 years I worked on a specific “cyber-missionary” type of ministry and everything I did was directly related to computers and phones. It was a good, fulfilling life.
But out of the blue I felt the Lord’s calling to stretch my wings and learn something new, so 6 months ago I left behind the comfort of everything I was familiar with and got involved in ministries I knew nothing of nor had ever participated in before. And then, just a few weeks ago I found out I’m pregnant!
So when my laptop died last week taking with it everything I collected for years: photos, music, letters, poems, diaries, memories… well, I felt that a little bit of me had died too. It seemed that all at once I was losing the remnants of my former self and giving up everything I used to be in exchange for whatever the Lord has in store for me. I admit, all this change and newness hasn’t exactly been easy, but then, neither is it scary because I know I’m in good hands. I guess that’s one of the great things about loving the Lord: “We know that all things work together for our good”.
Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold all things are become new. (2 Corinthians 5:17)
September 26th, 2006 at 9:23 pm
I guess I never got used to doing one thing for very long, or being in one place too long either, while out wit. thats a common topic with people, they can`t really understand how not be attached to places or things, somthing I grew up with, and of course very particular to The Family, PG! “I am a stranger here within a foreign land”
September 27th, 2006 at 1:59 pm
I just want to say WOW to your set of photos “Viva Mexico” So good!
October 3rd, 2006 at 4:47 pm
Letting go sounds so appropriate right about now. Yup, a continual dettachment of what has been in order to live what is. Seems like life is all about learning to grow strong in spirit and soft of heart; working on it…
Felicidades on the little one! ABOUT TIME!
Muah!
October 3rd, 2006 at 5:38 pm
CONGRATULATIONS!! Am happy for you!
October 3rd, 2006 at 7:42 pm
Thank you Charlock!