Well, I’m happy
It feels like a love-affair between baby and me. We get to spend so much time together just talking and cuddling and experiencing everything for the first time. I’m almost afraid of getting too attached to him lest something horrible would then separate us and break my heart. I guess that’s the risk we run whenever we love someone, no? It’s just that he has stopped being a lump of stuff and has become a little adorable person and I miss him when he’s been asleep for too long.
There are good days ahead! I’m excited about the fact that our new home will be doing creative stuff and that people really want what we’re going to make. I guess since I don’t know anything about anything of what we’ll be doing it feels very new and adventuresome. I like that we’re just regular people acting on our own (and a lot of JM’s) inspiration. Somehow being “official” is so much less appealing.
There was an amazing thunderstorm this afternoon. Huge clouds. I love the sky and the smell of Monterrey –I love the Conectate roof. I get so worked up about the little bad things in life and then some days I only remember the good. It all depends on perspective, huh.